Again............

Again i disappointed with my friend.. i know this nth.. but my ego...or some bad feeling which is destroy myself... what need i do..in this situation ??????? in that time i feel she have no time for me. when i conversation with her she replying ... but when i became silent lil then she also . that was problem in that night. when i went to my bed ... i couldn't sleep coz..all night 3 or 4 O'clock early morning i was see all in my closed eyes. every time i thought is it possible that she believe in long relationship or she also think about me. i don't knw..but when honney telling me that lov u ... chomk )) like this i feel she near with me... hug me.. & never she leave me. its not true..may be. coz every body acting here on a special roles. now she becoming a part of my life..which i can't leave. but now still three day i'm silent & she also. she don't trying to meet me or contact me. after all this thing i thought that she may don't understand my feeling.. & again i trying to conversation but she deny ....yes i know that mom always so streak .. but after three day when i call... simply need to receive then u can be told sorry ..we can't talk today ...tomorrow . but......... that was the so bad . forget taht... i have question for you that she loves me. or playing with me. or what.
or this is only dream..?????????????????????????????????
By Rabi

1st day with my friend's mom....

Yesterday I was drunk .. Only one....I know plenty of addicts was engaged yesterday to ... before mid night i was talking with my dream girl.... & may be you know that i can't hide some secret of me. that's why i also told her truth. afterthen she also share with me a lil things that its not good but she was also took 3 year ago. but one another strength that her friends drink & smoke in unusual time & public places i mean at school.... its harm but smoking ..... its very dangerous... AND main thing that i promised with my sweety that i never smoke...

one things which change myself from yesterday when i was talking with my gf's mom.
i'm pleasure that she know me... may be at this moment i can't believe myself that i conversation...with mom. i was trying to respect ....but i can't coz... i hate myself i can't learn yet russik. extremely sorry ... i want told you that " Здравствуйте mom, respecting you.. i'm your daughter's friend who belongs from 7000 miles apart . .......

By Rabi...

Smth in my Mind................

Really you are becoming a part of my life . Where I can’t think myself without you……You are just a sweet honey bee for me….. You also know that without honey sunflower is the worst. I liked to be with you … but somewhere we are little dismiss from our lines . In that time we covered under a dark cloud ..... Its God given to that changes our mind & thats why again we see each other. After all it’s a relationship,  whatever you can give named .  In afternoon sometimes you play at outdoor. Suddenly raining & everybody getting surprised. While no reason... for sad or  angry, bad feelings comes in our mind & we are distracting from our dream...... I'll be write later........

                                                           

                 -By Rab!-               

2DAY morning brings to me a golden promised in my life b,coz it's the day 2 think what i did in past & how 2 be ready for struggle in future life. Now i lost one more year from my life span. People thought that we are growing really but towards end. Day 2 day we entering in troubles & pains . 2008 is as much glorious also lil with tearing . i got much more success in business , but for it i have 2 lost my study my quricity . many friends along with some golden moment i know in materials world money is essential but not more than best


i 'm knowing that a businessman suffer with moment..

Created By Rabi

Some thinking of thought

Now I think 2008 what gives me …… its brought me more happiness joy full moment 4 me & lucky also 4 me . In 2008 year I join my dreaming place with more friends . who unknowingly brings for me gr8 aspirations , dream , pleasures, lang. & lil sadness. VERY VERY MUCH MORE Thx))))))))))….without fear & sadness life is meaning less…But 4 me lil no … no more emotion captured.. so felt unexpected sad…with sorrow. Now last moment of my life in 2008 I trust myself I try 2 avoid emotion as possible. 4 this I lost my best friendship, which is gives me a way of running. But in way I don’t know more vehicles also running.. ………. I need 2 Forget that coz a long story in my young age life .’ Love’ love is a Divine feelings everybody know this line. In my thought I think friendship is good & best then love.. so I much love word of friend. But somebody realized my feelings love only.. Due to my wild friendship love.. I know love auto happens , its not make . in the last stage friendship become love.. but its very rare .. coz which friendship acquaint & need each other 4ever . I also continue later …………… Now I crossed a lil moment of my bright year of 2009. 1 st I pray to God this new year comes to me & all my friends new more more goooooood thinks & our dreams comes true. & show me better dream which take me a fulfill world. I hope u also ready to see the gold shine of the sun ..in new year morning.. Happy New Year ……have more successful)))) . Never stop dreaming... Dreaming is way of our aim.