sali Kamini
Kya kar rehi he.. kesi he..
Yr... bahut yaad ; ( aaŕehi yrr
Ek baar teri yaad nhi atti he kya...
Be happy n long life...
Last
Mein janta hun ki... mein galat kar ranha hun... n ill nt prov nth... but it was my last prayer to you jeh. Mein khud ko. ...
Give her a better choice...
I don't wht to say... she has som trouble n kuch chahiye... but im hopeless. ..
I'll feel calm when I'll fulfil her wishes. .
Very hard to find a true love...
Hope... hold on pain ends.
Zindagi do pal ki... koi na jane ...
Kuch Ase Baat hum kisiko baat nhi sakte..
Muhje kuch mila he jo mere liye bahut kimti he.. so i hv to keep this with my memories.
koi mujhe burra shoche ya galat...mujhe parba nhi.. mujhe kuch karna he uske liye so...i'll do..tumhe dunika ki har khusi mile... i'll help her for future wishes.
Pal, do pal, ki hi kyun hai zindagi
Iss, pyar, ko hai sadiyaan kaafi nahi
Toh khuda se maang lun
Mohalat main ik nayi
Rehna hai bas yahaan
Ab door tujhse jaana nahi
Jo tu mera humdard hai
Jo tu mera humdard hai
Suhaana har dard hai
Jo tu mera humdard hai
Teri muskurahatein hain taaqat meri
Mujhko inhi se ummeed mili
Chaahe kare koi sitam ye jahaan
Inme hi hai sadaa hifaazat meri
Zindagani badi khoobsurat hui
Jannat ab aur kya hogi kahin
Jo tu mera Humdard hai
Jo tu mera Humdard hai
Suhaana har dard hai
Jo tu mera Humdard hai
Woooo...
Teri dhadkano se hai zindagi meri
Khwahishein teri ab duaaein meri
Kitna anokha bandhan hai ye
Teri meri jaan jo ek hui
Lotunga yahaan tere paas main haan
Waada hai mera mar bhi jaaun kahin
Jo tu mera humdard hai
Jo tu mera humdard hai
Suhaana har dard hai
Jo tu mera humdard hai
hmmm.. humdard hai
hmmm.. humdard hai
hmmm.. humdard hai
hmmm.. humdard hai..
Created By Rabi
I Am a Complete Failure In Love
She Is Playing With My Emotions And I Cann't Stop Loving Her Long time ago i loved a girl from my heart and i tried to do everything to please her, she was not rejecting what i was doing but everytime i feel that i am close to her heart, she starts to ignore me and telling me indirectly that i am not the suitable person for her and that i'm just a friend. Love no possible in her spiritual life. Coz she is a witness. That makes me step out of her life, for her happiness... and when i do, she tries to be close to another and even fully ignore me. Then i give another chance and try to start to be nice and caring and once again... for true love... i hv to be silent. she began to be nice with others then once again followed by ignoring me again. This happens a lot even more than 4 timmes and i really don't know why she is doing this to me. Akhir mein uski kya loss kiya hun ki ekmsg bhi nhi... itna bura ban geya hun.or app bhi god mujhe itna to app ahesaas kar baye ye mein kabhi bhi dream mein uski saat nahi bad nahi kuch galat socha ..Is it my fault that i'm clear, caring and loving ? What is my fault ? I Am a Complete Failure In Love... haha... im no ability. Not a good humman being. ...worthless life.
1 corithians 13;4-8
1 Corinthians 13:4-8
Love+ is patient*+ and kind.+ Love is not jealous.+ It does not brag, does not get puffed up,+ 5 does not behave indecently,*+ does not look for its own interests,+ does not become provoked.+ It does not keep account of the injury.*+ 6 It does not rejoice over unrighteousness,+ but rejoices with the truth. 7 It bears all things,+ believes all things,+ hopes all things,+ endures all things.+
8 Love never fails. But if there are gifts of prophecy, they will be done away with; if there are tongues,* they will cease; if there is knowledge, it will be done away with.
Give me a way...
Show me kounsa rasta sehi he....!!!! Dear God... Forgive me. .. plz, i don't understand after longs days why i can't forget her. Where nths r true. Between she n me only an attractions .... I was doing everything u know better. ... i was enjoying my life with some work.... i loved to do editing. .design business. ... happy life without love.... why u bring her to me.... why. . Why God... i know i hv no ability to ask u questions. .. but help me... return me my regular life. Now in days I can't do nth... i offended in front of me... where all maa.. bro.. n sis n frndz also respected me ... ..today i'm running into backward. . From goodness. . Why kya mere life ase ho geya... ki mujhe sabke samne sarminda hona padega. Ek ladki jo kabhi mujhe chaha nhi ... kyun mein .... yes... woh bol rehi thi woh god ke saath betrayed kar rehi he...ek witness ho kar mujhe like karti thi... God.. kya app isliye mujhe se angry hein... if so... wht should i do now. Kya i spoil my life ... jo appki merji hogga... wohi muje manzoor hein. Thanks.
Always Jehovah's blessing with us. Great memories.
Today was a fabulous day... where I didn't imagine or expected. . Like bro n minu also said that no need to think about tomorrow. . He(jehovah) has better plan for us. My night was soo good. But I hd awaken middle of the night maybe 3am. When I wake up. ..I thought. . About mina... then I hv seen one post on fb... next thought was fully about jehovah. . Which is a big memorable moments of today. I started to think... why I can't join any outward congregation in pune. Again thought . No no no... its not good cause nobodies know me here... even I don't know here congregation he ya nhi.. then I searched over internet n got 2 results on map. And an another result was on jw.org . Now to difficult to get which place is right place. I hv enquire a long time.. then I hv decided that one place which is 25km far frm my hotel. Now I hv a big problem. . My sister's has also exam same day 11am to 12:30 so my tension was wht should I do... its not possible that to go two place in same time. Her university is different way frm my hotel nt far but maybe 5km away from main road. Or she is very young .. its nt good that I'll leave her alone to go thr. It could be a madness. Well I had a take decision. . That I'll go university at 9 o'clock then congregation. But rinki kya karegi subha 9 se 11 tak in unknown place. Mein pray kiya n soooo geya near 4am. I don't like to wake up in earlier. . Where I had nt good sleep .. but I tried n wake up 8:30am n finished my mrg work within 20min. Aha listen I hv warned rinki to wake up early n finish all ... u know girlz take long time. ... we r almost ready ...time was 9:05am then ... go to university around 9:30am ... I told her ki.. wait thr n go after open ur gate then wait here until am back. I just leave her it's big risky. .. then I hv to wait on bus stop... u know. .. I was missing 1 bus then I got my bus around 9:50am
.. I was sure n irritating that i was running late for congregation. Due to local city bus was taken long time. . 10:35am at near congregation. Now big challenge for me to find out excat place.. u cant believe I hv run around 3 ... 4 km to find out ... at last I got n seen a plate that written Jehovah's Kingdom hall. I was pleasure .... n I gave thanks that I got. But I was feeling very bad coz I was sooo late around 10:42 .. I hv enter n saw that all bro n sis r standing n singing song. I thought ki.. well abhi abhi public talk khatam hua he.. or watchtower suru hoga... but after finished song bro was started prayer. . U know how's my feelings in that time..... I was very very shit nnn feel very badly. I hv enter thr after finished meeting ????????,????? All finished. . One bro ( Joshep) asked myself after he know me he felt great that I hv frm odisha... Suddenly bro said that .this English congregation start 9 and another hindi wala at 11am. Mein itna khus ho geya.... mano... Jehovah listen my prayer instantly. .. I hv meet freely with bro n sisters . Aha its a big Kingdom hall full air conditioned seat r very good.... very good looking main point is I hv seen thr everything ... books self ..mic stage. . Everything. . Sry that I can't took photo .. then started hindi congregation. N I hv enjoyed very much one bro Rakesh .. he shared with me his songs book n all. Thr maybe around 50 or 60 in English. .. n 40 in hindi .. u know I hv see thr some foreigners from Africa n China. .. it was a great time . Again I hv to run for my sister. .. she was waiting me in university. .. I felt sry that she was waiting me a long time... then we both n mom gone to a visiting place its called Lonavala. .. khandala... very nice mountains waterfalls. .. many. I hv enjoyed this today..... Thanks thanks jehovah that u r helping me much. ... gud nit ... tc
About Jehovah's blessing on me.
One more imp... which can be changed my life... not me only yours also.. for all human being. Jehovah. Who is everlasting.. almighty..powerful. .endless much more qualities.
GOD’S purpose for the earth is really wonderful. Jehovah wants the earth to be filled with happy, healthy people. The Bible says that “God planted a garden in Eden” and that he “made to grow . . . every tree desirable to one’s sight and good for food.”
GOD WILL BRING ABOUT THESE CHANGES ON THE EARTH.
“He will wipe out every tear from their eyes, and death will be no more, neither will mourning nor outcry nor pain be anymore.”—Revelation 21:4
“The lame one will climb up just as a stag does.”—Isaiah 35:6
“The eyes of the blind ones will be opened.”—Isaiah 35:5
“All those in the memorial tombs will . . . come out.”—John 5:28, 29
“No resident will say: ‘I am sick.’”—Isaiah 33:24
“There will come to be plenty of grain on the earth.”—Psalm 72:16
P.s. one jehovah's witness helping much to get this truth. If u hv 3ver wishes to know lil bit abot reality dont hesitate. .visit jw.org.
Experience to hv a gr8 friend.
Aha... Subha ki...4 bazz geya he....!!!!Im back here ...If I do not mention it so it might be a sin. P.s if you're reading some ealier posts of this blog then... tume kya mila he.. only sarrow sad or hurt... story . behind of this I have gr8 feeling for someone who help me much unknowingly. His name is noorsultan ....b... . he is guy from almaty. Well when I got his presence in my life I mean.. my frnd's whom I like much more. This N.b. means kazak guy meet with her. After this friendship with kazak guy n my gf. Suddenly I was broken...... coz I was blind . Mein sochotta ki mera life.... mera spanna tutt geya... sometimes I think many bad feelings even .. I don't like that kazak boy at all. Well time change. .. and today again I learned even a enemy or unknown or frnd every person has some personality with good harmony. Woh ek jaan dal diya he.. ek phool ki upper. Mera jannu itna chhmak utta he or itna khul geyi he... I can't imagine. I'm soooo happy . Whtever her feelings to him... I don't care. Deko... kazak ki boy ke liye mein ajj mere life mein bhi ek roshni dekha he. Jo mujhe inspire diya he. Well main point is here...... we don't have to depression or bad feelings if we see that our gf meet with a different guy. If ull take positive attitudes then ull feel like me. Now time to give thanks. I would like to give a big greet to kazak guy. How when where.... let me think... I'll mention it here soon. Still then bye guys....... n my frndz.
Some thoughts. ..
Here time around 5:10am today I mean this night I took good rest but due to some of my old habits I awaked 2 or 3 time middle of the night. N chking msg. In these days by congregation I hve realised what's going on in her mind. I hv read from watchtower library g 9/09 3-4, I got smth.. which is helping me. I know she has a big problem in her life. . N I had a wrong concept ....she got confused. her actions there’s no assurance that they will be breaking up anytime. Action speaks louder than words or promises. Bla bla bla . If you simply ignored the feeling, you would never know what might happen, and in many ways that was worse than finding out in the first place in life. you could go forward in your life without ever looking back. Simply If you don't care me. In other side about me.. kya am loving her much than her. I don't know. Im just playing my role. I hv read somewhere. ..Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage. I don't know how can I start a new love story which is good n right with God's word. I got some suggestions ... opinion is , you should just go on with your life, love yourself, enjoy. If one day your paths cross again and you’re both single, then that’s good. But if she’s still in relationship n love, the good thing is that you didn’t waste your time waiting and hanging in there while she’s all secure and happy. So.... I feel like she has love but she is waiting for a time. ..... Everytime she is msging me....I LIKE u So its only the first phase of Love and I promise you dear that you feel that very often as you grow old. Love has its own stages and definitions, but hv to understand whts reality n what is not in the right time and person. By the way, I think I should give her freedom to be alone and decide on her romantic relationship, because some girls hate boys who insist with their own motives. well i hve to do more things if am caring her . She’s having his own problems as she said. I wants to fix her life first. I can't do anything to get her back, just be a real friend. She needs a friend now more than ever. People change feelings sometimes because of the trials they are facing, and they hope that people will understand them even if it hurts. Thanks for giving me a reason to live. I know it's a difficult way. On behalf of this. ... I'll do as much I can. That's why I met u. I believe in minu.... she is perfect for me. Dear Jeoh. you gave us a way ..n we met each other. Plz give me power n strength to build a unique n perfect friendship with her.
Miracle
Today was a great day for me, I got some truth and I hv to believe it. Bcoz its real thing which is in my imagination. I have been attend my 1st memorial day at bbsr with around 50 devote. In that day I know smth about Jehovha. And one more important things which I forgot to mention here..... someone, my closest friend invite me to all this. Today I learn some imp...interesting things about our life. Which is more valuable in our life. As she said.... mere liye ek perfect time aya nhi tha soooo I didn't get this way. So... time change and I got my ans. I hv to promised that I'll do it ill obey God's rules and words. On my 1st congregation I met many people. . Whose r more friendly than my expectation. It was a nice memories for me. She is also happy bcoz im happy. All these credit is going to her. I hv talked with her around 2hr. Really she is getting happiness n feeling good from spiritual discuss. That's why I liked her much more....... how much I can't explain. .. I got all as she has wished. God plz plz help her ...
About my last night
18-Apr-2014 2:21am
Its very bad , God ne mujhe itna dukh dene ke baad bhi again n again mere life mein koi khusi nhi mil pata he. Jo mein expect kar ta hun milta nhi he. Mene itna kya gunna kya he ya paap. Well I understood lil that God not give this .. its our destiny. I think i hv done any big sin , thats why im getting my punishment. Actually matter kya he God knows only.
Today was fine quite. I'm with mom and came to uncle's home. Evening was fine too. I think I slept lil earlier around 10:45pm ... I hv lil happiness after bad internet I able to talk with her. Due to congregation she can't talk me, but she commitment that she'll. Well I wakeup around 2am and start thinking. .. why she didn't. reason can be no time , may be she forgot may be she don't wanna disturb. Mobile pe to balance zarur he... Time..... kya after congregation ke baad usko ek ya do min mila nhi Baat kar ne ke liye. Or usko achhe se paata he ki I'm expecting her call. So here no meaning of disturb. Humesa time mujhe quarrel karne ke liye ladkata he.. quarrel karne se kya phaida koi apna true heart se karegi ya chahegi then she or he can do. Ase mein mein kya karun. Well I'll nt show her that feeling bad or sad. Kyun ki agar mein uske liye sari life bhi help ya sabkuch karunga to bhi woh samaj nhi payega koi uske liye intna sochata he. Pyaar kar te hein... so pyaar nibhayenge . Woh jisko pyaar karti he uske liye woh karegi. I know that. ... devils r working on me... may be I'll start fight then God plz mujhe maap karoge....
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