Some thoughts. ..

Here time around 5:10am today I mean this night I took good rest but due to some of my old habits I awaked 2 or 3 time middle of the night.  N chking msg. In these days by congregation I hve realised what's going on in her mind. I hv read from watchtower library g 9/09 3-4, I got smth.. which is helping me.  I know she has a big problem in her life. . N I had a wrong concept ....she got confused.  her actions there’s no assurance that they will be breaking up anytime. Action speaks louder than words or promises. Bla bla bla .  If you simply ignored the feeling, you would never know what might happen, and in many ways that was worse than finding out in the first place in life. you could go forward in your life without ever looking back. Simply If you don't care me. In other side about me.. kya am loving her much than her. I don't know. Im just playing my role. I hv read somewhere. ..Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage. I don't know how can I start a new love story which is good n right with God's word.  I got some suggestions ... opinion is , you should just go on with your life, love yourself, enjoy. If one day your paths cross again and you’re both single, then that’s good. But if she’s still in relationship n love, the good thing is that you didn’t waste your time waiting and hanging in there while she’s all secure and happy. So.... I feel like she has love but she is waiting for a time. .....  Everytime she is msging me....I LIKE u So its only the first phase of Love and I promise you dear that you feel that very often as you grow old. Love has its own stages and definitions, but hv to understand whts reality n what is not in the right time and person. By the way, I think I should give her freedom to be alone and decide on her romantic relationship, because some girls hate boys who insist with their own motives. well i hve to do more things if am caring her . She’s having his own problems as she said. I wants to fix her life first. I can't do anything to get her back, just be a real friend. She needs a friend now more than ever. People change feelings sometimes because of the trials they are facing, and they hope that people will understand them even if it hurts. Thanks for giving me a reason to live.  I know it's a difficult way. On behalf of this. ... I'll do as much I can. That's why I met u. I believe in minu.... she is perfect for me.  Dear Jeoh. you gave us a way ..n we met each other. Plz give me power n strength to build a unique n perfect friendship with her.