Give me a way...

Show me kounsa rasta sehi he....!!!! Dear God... Forgive me. .. plz, i don't understand after longs days why i can't forget her. Where nths r true. Between she n me only an attractions .... I was doing everything u know better. ... i was enjoying my life with some work.... i loved to do editing. .design business. ... happy life without love.... why u bring her to me.... why. . Why God... i know i hv no ability to ask u questions. .. but help me... return me my regular life. Now in days I can't do nth... i offended in front of me... where all maa.. bro.. n sis n frndz also respected me ... ..today i'm running into backward. . From goodness. . Why kya mere life ase ho geya... ki mujhe sabke samne sarminda hona padega. Ek ladki jo kabhi mujhe chaha nhi ... kyun mein .... yes... woh bol rehi thi woh god ke saath betrayed kar rehi he...ek witness ho kar mujhe like karti thi... God.. kya app isliye mujhe se angry hein... if so... wht should i do now. Kya i spoil my life ... jo appki merji hogga... wohi muje manzoor hein. Thanks.