She Is Playing With My Emotions And I Cann't Stop Loving Her Long time ago i loved a girl from my heart and i tried to do everything to please her, she was not rejecting what i was doing but everytime i feel that i am close to her heart, she starts to ignore me and telling me indirectly that i am not the suitable person for her and that i'm just a friend. Love no possible in her spiritual life. Coz she is a witness. That makes me step out of her life, for her happiness... and when i do, she tries to be close to another and even fully ignore me. Then i give another chance and try to start to be nice and caring and once again... for true love... i hv to be silent. she began to be nice with others then once again followed by ignoring me again. This happens a lot even more than 4 timmes and i really don't know why she is doing this to me. Akhir mein uski kya loss kiya hun ki ekmsg bhi nhi... itna bura ban geya hun.or app bhi god mujhe itna to app ahesaas kar baye ye mein kabhi bhi dream mein uski saat nahi bad nahi kuch galat socha ..Is it my fault that i'm clear, caring and loving ? What is my fault ? I Am a Complete Failure In Love... haha... im no ability. Not a good humman being. ...worthless life.
1 corithians 13;4-8
Give me a way...
Show me kounsa rasta sehi he....!!!! Dear God... Forgive me. .. plz, i don't understand after longs days why i can't forget her. Where nths r true. Between she n me only an attractions .... I was doing everything u know better. ... i was enjoying my life with some work.... i loved to do editing. .design business. ... happy life without love.... why u bring her to me.... why. . Why God... i know i hv no ability to ask u questions. .. but help me... return me my regular life. Now in days I can't do nth... i offended in front of me... where all maa.. bro.. n sis n frndz also respected me ... ..today i'm running into backward. . From goodness. . Why kya mere life ase ho geya... ki mujhe sabke samne sarminda hona padega. Ek ladki jo kabhi mujhe chaha nhi ... kyun mein .... yes... woh bol rehi thi woh god ke saath betrayed kar rehi he...ek witness ho kar mujhe like karti thi... God.. kya app isliye mujhe se angry hein... if so... wht should i do now. Kya i spoil my life ... jo appki merji hogga... wohi muje manzoor hein. Thanks.
Always Jehovah's blessing with us. Great memories.
Today was a fabulous day... where I didn't imagine or expected. . Like bro n minu also said that no need to think about tomorrow. . He(jehovah) has better plan for us. My night was soo good. But I hd awaken middle of the night maybe 3am. When I wake up. ..I thought. . About mina... then I hv seen one post on fb... next thought was fully about jehovah. . Which is a big memorable moments of today. I started to think... why I can't join any outward congregation in pune. Again thought . No no no... its not good cause nobodies know me here... even I don't know here congregation he ya nhi.. then I searched over internet n got 2 results on map. And an another result was on jw.org . Now to difficult to get which place is right place. I hv enquire a long time.. then I hv decided that one place which is 25km far frm my hotel. Now I hv a big problem. . My sister's has also exam same day 11am to 12:30 so my tension was wht should I do... its not possible that to go two place in same time. Her university is different way frm my hotel nt far but maybe 5km away from main road. Or she is very young .. its nt good that I'll leave her alone to go thr. It could be a madness. Well I had a take decision. . That I'll go university at 9 o'clock then congregation. But rinki kya karegi subha 9 se 11 tak in unknown place. Mein pray kiya n soooo geya near 4am. I don't like to wake up in earlier. . Where I had nt good sleep .. but I tried n wake up 8:30am n finished my mrg work within 20min. Aha listen I hv warned rinki to wake up early n finish all ... u know girlz take long time. ... we r almost ready ...time was 9:05am then ... go to university around 9:30am ... I told her ki.. wait thr n go after open ur gate then wait here until am back. I just leave her it's big risky. .. then I hv to wait on bus stop... u know. .. I was missing 1 bus then I got my bus around 9:50am
.. I was sure n irritating that i was running late for congregation. Due to local city bus was taken long time. . 10:35am at near congregation. Now big challenge for me to find out excat place.. u cant believe I hv run around 3 ... 4 km to find out ... at last I got n seen a plate that written Jehovah's Kingdom hall. I was pleasure .... n I gave thanks that I got. But I was feeling very bad coz I was sooo late around 10:42 .. I hv enter n saw that all bro n sis r standing n singing song. I thought ki.. well abhi abhi public talk khatam hua he.. or watchtower suru hoga... but after finished song bro was started prayer. . U know how's my feelings in that time..... I was very very shit nnn feel very badly. I hv enter thr after finished meeting ????????,????? All finished. . One bro ( Joshep) asked myself after he know me he felt great that I hv frm odisha... Suddenly bro said that .this English congregation start 9 and another hindi wala at 11am. Mein itna khus ho geya.... mano... Jehovah listen my prayer instantly. .. I hv meet freely with bro n sisters . Aha its a big Kingdom hall full air conditioned seat r very good.... very good looking main point is I hv seen thr everything ... books self ..mic stage. . Everything. . Sry that I can't took photo .. then started hindi congregation. N I hv enjoyed very much one bro Rakesh .. he shared with me his songs book n all. Thr maybe around 50 or 60 in English. .. n 40 in hindi .. u know I hv see thr some foreigners from Africa n China. .. it was a great time . Again I hv to run for my sister. .. she was waiting me in university. .. I felt sry that she was waiting me a long time... then we both n mom gone to a visiting place its called Lonavala. .. khandala... very nice mountains waterfalls. .. many. I hv enjoyed this today..... Thanks thanks jehovah that u r helping me much. ... gud nit ... tc
About Jehovah's blessing on me.
One more imp... which can be changed my life... not me only yours also.. for all human being. Jehovah. Who is everlasting.. almighty..powerful. .endless much more qualities.
GOD’S purpose for the earth is really wonderful. Jehovah wants the earth to be filled with happy, healthy people. The Bible says that “God planted a garden in Eden” and that he “made to grow . . . every tree desirable to one’s sight and good for food.”
GOD WILL BRING ABOUT THESE CHANGES ON THE EARTH.
“He will wipe out every tear from their eyes, and death will be no more, neither will mourning nor outcry nor pain be anymore.”—Revelation 21:4
“The lame one will climb up just as a stag does.”—Isaiah 35:6
“The eyes of the blind ones will be opened.”—Isaiah 35:5
“All those in the memorial tombs will . . . come out.”—John 5:28, 29
“No resident will say: ‘I am sick.’”—Isaiah 33:24
“There will come to be plenty of grain on the earth.”—Psalm 72:16
P.s. one jehovah's witness helping much to get this truth. If u hv 3ver wishes to know lil bit abot reality dont hesitate. .visit jw.org.
